I am Jack’s raging insanity

 

Where you are now you can’t even imagine what the bottom will be like.
Only after disaster can we be resurrected.
It’s only after you’ve lost everything that you’re free to do anything.
Nothing is static.
Everything is evolving.
Everything is falling apart.
This is your life…
…and it’s ending one minute at a time.

My life has already been dissected in depth and thrown out there into the big bad wide old world of the web. All those years – decades – of self harm, depression, social anxiety, suicide attempts and hallucinations. You won’t find much of that here.

Been there.
Done that.
Yada.
Yada.
Yada.

You can read about it though, if ya want, if ya fancy, it’s all still there…still helping, still consoling, still enraging, still gathering misconceptions and ill conceived judgements.

All that I am, all that I ever was: My Journey with Depression

That’s where you’ll find it. If you’re looking for it. If you’re interested in where I’ve been, the things I’ve done to myself, the things which have been done to me, how close to death I’ve come.

This blog?

This is what is, what will be, what will come.

This is the next phase of my journey with mental illness and physical illness.

This is my (r)evolution.

This is my life – continued. This is Addy’s world.

Enter only if you are strong of mind, brave of heart, and don’t mind a wee bit of random convolution (and occasionally banal) commentary.

I am Jack’s raging insanity.

~ by Addy on May 23, 2008.